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Homemade Heaven
03:11
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1/2 cup of angel's wings
2 sprinkles of candy rings
stir up all the things at home
with the heavens in sweet gold springs
can you hear the bells ring?
crystal coffin wedding
kiss the knife just like a bride
a nice fairytale ending
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I'm just waiting in the middle of the night
hoping to get out of the disguise
that holds me back from what I
can do when there's no eyes
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I'm baking up a batch of homemade heaven
I'm closing up my eyes and counting to seven
babe, don't even try to worry
I will never be happy
this is just how the world spins
baking up a batch of heaven
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Kissing booth? rather killing
happier without a king
i'm a princess and you know this
I'd rather live in the spring
this vanilla icing
it is so enticing
blood masked as strawberry jam
babe, isn't this amazing?
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I'm just waiting in the middle of the night
hoping to get out of the disguise
that holds me back from what I
can do when there's no eyes
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I'm baking up a batch of homemade heaven
I'm closing up my eyes and counting to seven
babe, don't even try to worry
I will never be happy
this is just how the world spins
baking up a batch of heaven
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See what happens when you
bake up a batch of heaven?
Everything goes to shit
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I'm baking up a batch of homemade heaven
I'm closing up my eyes and counting to seven
babe, don't even try to worry
I will never be happy
this is just how the world spins
baking up a batch of heaven
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2. |
Angel Puke
03:28
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babydoll, slipping on the Mary Janes
babydoll, a sucker for the toxic pain
she's starving on the floor
hoping to find a way
to avoid decapitation on tender days
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and here we are
in the middle of an abandoned mansion
complaining because of
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this sickness that eats me
baby, I can't breathe
I'm crumbling from the misery
I'm so sick I can not see
angel puke, baby
this is the misery
angel puke, baby
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babydoll, tossing and turning at night
babydoll, her misery is his delight
she's angry and she's looking for revenge
all she wants is to see him descend
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and here we are
in the middle of an abandoned mansion
complaining because of
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this sickness that eats me
baby, I can't breathe
I'm crumbling from the misery
I'm so sick I can not see
angel puke, baby
this is the misery
angel puke, baby
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can't function any more
hiding behind closed doors
life has become a chore
so let it pour
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this sickness that eats me
baby, I can't breathe
I'm crumbling from the misery
I'm so sick I can not see
angel puke, baby
this is the misery
angel puke, baby
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this sickness that eats me
baby, I can't breathe
I'm crumbling from the misery
I'm so sick I can not see
angel puke, baby
this is the misery
angel puke, baby
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3. |
Blood Bells
03:13
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Do you hear the bells from hell
rings and chimes of rotten jail cells
flicker in madness
shattered of joys
the dolls from hell
you'd forget that they're toys
the blood that she bathed in, babe don't you see
the terrible horrors crumble before me
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ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
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They go scream into their descent
burned the house the devil lived in
he boiled right over
the red in his eyes
nothing could stop him so don't even try
the blood that he bathed in, babe don't you see
the terrible horrors crumble before me
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ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
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They're shaped in the sinner's blood
hide in the schoolyard mud
no one's yelling but should
hear the hounds in the woods
It may sound ill, but they're coming to kill
coming to kill, they're coming to kill.
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ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
ring-a-ding-ding, the blood bells they ring
ring-a-ding-ding, the horrors unseen
they come ringing, they come singing you know
they come killing, they come dying to glow
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4. |
This Is Not A Dream
03:11
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Smoking candy cigarettes
flying in flooded houses
God, I have made such a mess
I'll close my eyes and switch the lens
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I'm bigger than houses
smaller than worms
which way's up? which way's down
attention, attention, ladies and gentlemen
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This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
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Shotguns waving in the air
Do you even fucking care?
God, you have made such a mess
I'll close my eyes and switch the lens
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I'm bigger than houses
smaller than worms
which way's up? which way's down
attention, attention, ladies and gentlemen
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This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
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โกโ๏ธโก
This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
This is not a dream
not a dream for the forgotten
this is not a dream
not a dream for the rotten
this is not a dream
not a dream
not a dream
this is not a dream
this is not a dream
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5. |
Mary
04:14
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scavenger hunt by the infested water
just before our wake for our flower, I'm bothered
these orphaned halls, these masters, abandoned
leave behind lies that dance around, enchanted
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This looking glass bleeds
we're masked with fatigue
it's older than Thebes
yet the story proceeds
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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maggots had her for dinner before dusk broke
her head was missing, her body by the grey smoke
these sick small laughs, cigarettes in their hands
you knew from the faces, they're less than the lambs
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This looking glass bleeds
we're masked with fatigue
it's older than Thebes
yet the story proceeds
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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so every halloween in your nightly rage
you take a soul when they chant your name
bloody, bloody, bloody, bloody mary
won't you come over?
come on over
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, mary sinking in her love
eat me, drink me, terrified of me
rats eating at my flesh, I am drowning
mary, mary asleep in the tub
mary, tell me who poisoned your cup
who killed you when you least expected it
who was the culprit, made the soul and split
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6. |
Angels
03:17
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The year is 1962
and everything reminds me of you
I do
sit back and believe i'm ruined
I guess that just like the flower kids
i'm a traveler with no map in mind
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I'm wasting away my life
because I'll always be a mess
is that alright?
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tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
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the year is 1983
and everything is just peachy
I see
you don't talk to anyone like me
I guess that like the kiss of death
that you might be the end of me
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I'm wasting away my life
because I'll always be a mess
is that alright?
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tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
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It's a doll disorder
can't even take care of myself
it's a mess of a murder
with no culprit in sight tonight
It's a doll disorder
can't even take care of myself
it's a mess of a murder
with no culprit in sight tonight
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tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
tell the angels
I'm not able
to pick myself up anymore
pick myself up anymore
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7. |
Bleed Honey
04:33
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I dip myself in the rose water
to cleanse myself of the hate hunger
It doesn't always work out
Absinthe on my old blouse
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picking daisies in meadows
like a farm girl, betrothed
and tonight, it rains apples
If it's my fault, I'll be stoned
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I watch obscure films
They help me descend
Into my inner world
I'll leave you here
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In a world of drinking water
bleed honey, bleed honey
be the one you've always wanted
bleed honey, bleed honey
bleed, bleed, bleed
til you can't take it no more
bleed, bleed, bleed
til your stage is the whole world
bleed honey, baby
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All these butterfly skeletons
in my stomach and won't quit
sometimes, I seem pretty nymph-like
strawberry heart, but i do bite
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cherry & marshmellow secrets
in a doll sealed with a kiss
set the carousels on fire
I hate rules written by liars
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I watch obscure films
They help me descend
Into my inner world
come on with me
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In a world of drinking water
bleed honey, bleed honey
be the one you've always wanted
bleed honey, bleed honey
bleed, bleed, bleed
til you can't take it no more
bleed, bleed, bleed
til your stage is the whole world
bleed honey, baby
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why be a copier? why be a thief?
is it because you are nothing underneath?
why be a copier? why be a thief?
is it because you are nothing underneath?
Why be the same when life is a game
don't be like the others, you'll throw yourself away
that's what they told me but i never listen
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In a world of drinking water
bleed honey, bleed honey
be the one you've always wanted
bleed honey, bleed honey
bleed, bleed, bleed
til you can't take it no more
bleed, bleed, bleed
til your stage is the whole world
bleed honey, baby
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8. |
Butterscotch Bruise
03:56
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Bruise, bruises
bruise, bruises
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I'm a mess
I made up all of my friends
in my head
they have no real weaknesses
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I met them in my inner hospital
we made up jokes and shared our skittles
ran around and played with graveyard riddles
jumping around in the bloody puddles
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my head's all bashed in
became a spirit's den
these wolves are howling and
I have a butterscotch bruise, bruise
caramel bandaid on my bruise
my butterscotch bruise
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I'm a mess
pace back and forth talking to
nothing
people staring and wondering
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why do I talk to the seat in my car?
cry in the night while wishing with the stars?
see the smallest thing and then fall apart?
giggle at the world that lies in my heart?
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my head's all bashed in
became a spirit's den
these wolves are howling and
I have a butterscotch bruise, bruise
caramel bandaid on my bruise
my butterscotch bruise
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there's nothing in my abandoned warehouse of daydreams
there's nothing that you or anyone can see
you may call this crazy, but it's reality
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my head's all bashed in
became a spirit's den
these wolves are howling and
I have a butterscotch bruise, bruise
caramel bandaid on my bruise
my butterscotch bruise
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9. |
Everything Will Be Fine
01:05
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They say the world is falling apart
I think it's fine cause I have my own heart
It beats sparkles and strawberry milk
but if it's too much, I'll need help
Tell the buzzy bee "everything will be fine"
Tell the buzzy bee "everything will be fine"
Even if the world's starting to die.
"everything will be fine"
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10. |
Trust
00:47
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I don't know you
you don't know me
I can be a friend
or an enemy
ask yourself If i'm worthy of your trust
Can I have your trust?
Give me all you got,
but I can't promise I'm not rotten too...
So give me all your trust.
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I can't see beyond the cotton candy graveyard tombs.
I fall in love with the pains the bombs and the dark rooms.
I eat love love whole and vomit till i'm no longer sick of all the times you touched me, made me angry, made me tick.
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And like a ticking time bomb, I go on.
Ticking, ticking, tick, tock, tick.
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Go on and cry about your spilled milk, your bunny bones.
Go on and whine about your cold soul, your shattered home.
Little girl can't you see?
You'll grow up into me, dying inside over spilled milk and bunny bones.
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I cough up glitter, stars, hopes and daydreams too.
Then when I'm done I chop my limbs into a stew.
There's something pretty about the way I decompose.
Oh won't somebody come, come and save my wretched soul.
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And like a ticking time bomb, I go on.
Ticking, ticking, tick, tock, tick.
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Go on and cry about your spilled milk, your bunny bones.
Go on and whine about your cold soul, your shattered home.
Little girl, can't you see?
you'll grow up into me, dying inside over spilled milk and bunny bones.
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I hang myself with the roses, kissed by sweet belladonna.
Drink tea with the honey and the pain, I fear it's all the same.
Milk and moth stains on my blouse.
My tears flooded this old house.
There's nothing you can do so go on, go cry about it.
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Go on and cry about your spilled milk, your bunny bones.
Go on and whine about your cold soul, your shattered home.
Little girl can't you see?
You'll grow up into me, dying inside over spilled milk and bunny bones.
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12. |
Happy Homicide
04:23
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dance in the autopsy theater
abandoned filled with the souls, unheard
got no soul, sold it for the beauty
got no brain, it don't work. how amusing...
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the room's upside down, can you feel it?
using cherries as my lipstick
got no heart, replaced it with honey
got no face, it didn't give me money
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everyone is rotting
milk teeth and hair falling
i don't mind cause i'm rotting for you
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I'm the prettiest girl in the morgue
I'm not dead, but I'm the best damn ghost
breathing and life have divorced
i'm not real, let's give it a toast to the happy homicide
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have a happy homicide
the girls will scream and boys will cry
are you fucking sad inside?
have a happy homicide
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pride myself on a life, exiled
we're not human, we're entitled
got no love, ate it in a heartbeat
got no words, live in the poetry
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shoot her and i'm the one who bleeds
beg for hand on your fucking knees
got no patience, live for indulgence
got no heaven, dying like a hell-kid
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everyone is rotting
milk teeth and hair falling
i don't mind cause i'm rotting for you
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I'm the prettiest girl in the morgue
I'm not dead, but I'm the best damn ghost
breathing and life have divorced
i'm not real, let's give it a toast to the happy homicide
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have a happy homicide
the girls will scream and boys will cry
are you fucking sad inside?
have a happy homicide
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It's only a game
only a day where everything can go wrong
It's only a game where everything can go wrong
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I'm the prettiest girl in the morgue
I'm not dead, but I'm the best damn ghost
breathing and life have divorced
i'm not real, let's give it a toast to the happy homicide
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have a happy homicide
the girls will scream and boys will cry
are you fucking sad inside?
have a happy homicide
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Safia Elaina Detroit, Michigan
A small 23 year old singer-songwriter producer daydreaming up stories in the form of songs with a fascination for the marriage of the horrific and the girlish wonder.
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