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Mellifluous Rage, Pt​.​2

by Safia Elaina

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Beginning of the End 03:44
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♡💉♡ Star-burned and celestial I’m not of this flesh nor this blood I cannot bear to be her Illness of a mask, curdled milk ♡💉♡ So, I baptized in my blood (bath) Removed all my struggles (sat) down and realized (I) am so tired in life ♡💉♡ I’d rather be upside down Than to be here taking rounds From a motherfucker That doesn’t even (see) That I do not need to be here, here here, here ♡💉♡ I’m just gonna stop making sense The world is a mess and so’s my head I can not bear to be here abandoned graveyard of mädchen cake ♡💉♡ So, I baptized in my blood (bath) Removed all my struggles (sat) down and realized (I) am so tired in life ♡💉♡ I’d rather be upside down Than to be here taking rounds From a motherfucker That doesn’t even (see) That I do not need to be here, here here, here This is the beginning of the end Last I checked I’ve stitched up all my friends The world has collapsed and they worship gore Pigtails for the devil, Lay me on the floor ♡💉♡ At some point you just get fed up denoted morals, will it be enough hellish sensation, annihilation End me at the beginning rebirth the end if you dare ♡💉♡ I’d rather be upside down Than to be here taking rounds From a motherfucker That doesn’t even (see) That I do not need to be here, here here, here This is the beginning of the end Last I checked I’ve stitched up all my friends The world has collapsed and they worship gore Pigtails for the devil, Lay me on the floor ♡💉♡
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Kill4Me 04:45
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🔪🖤🔪 10 cents for a thrill, I’ve got glitter and guns all for sale Apocalyptic days have already come and they’ve all been stale These pink skies just don’t make sense Wanna hang in abandoned hospitals and then We’ll be high in our gas masks I’ll bring the edibles and make it last 🔪🖤🔪 Raindrops of blood have been falling for a few yesteryears Unholy mysteries won’t be solved until I am sincere Lipstick stains on Barbie bombs I only within the lyrics of all of my songs Once upon a time, I cared About the ones who stopped and stared 🔪🖤🔪 At one point, it all got too loud I need it all to fucking drown Even if you don’t hear the sounds Fire arms go shooting ‘round 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪 Daydreams, I’m overthinking, I’d rather die than be where I am Absurd, to me it’s unheard to pretend to curtsy for you, ma’am Babydoll blood diamonds Lithium storms just blew up all of the houses Chaos is all that matters The damned say that I should scatter 🔪🖤🔪 Dolled up just talk about the murder that I committed Perturbed? Are you fucking sure that I reveal the secrets of the earth? I see now you like to bow Conformity seems to be everybody’s vice I know you’re dying inside Kill it off, rebirth the pride 🔪🖤🔪 At one point, it all got too loud I need it all to fucking drown Even if you don’t hear the sounds Fire arms go shooting ‘round 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪 Splintered, dulcet, the gang’s all here Foggy grey skies, the void’s sincere Bad taste, sad face, they don’t care Dying out, I’m dy-dying out out 🔪🖤🔪 Splintered, dulcet, the gang’s all here Foggy grey skies, the void’s sincere Bad taste, sad face, they don’t care Dying out, I’m dy-dying out out 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪 Kill for me if you get What I am hinting at I feel in adequate Oddity gang, gang, where you at? 🔪🖤🔪
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Lonely Deaths 04:14
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🍓🐇🍓 Everything I’ve ever had has suffered from strawberry bruises This old house is like a spouse who refuses to hear the music Flowery flesh pressed upon my dress has got me breathing into hopelessness 🍓🐇🍓 Cut myself on angel hair and baby’s breath in the early mornin’ Wicked tears, grab a knife say “cheers”, you finally have a little moment To sit back, smoke weed and relax in the midst of the world burnin’ up again 🍓🐇🍓 Dreadful, can’t you see? Why the hell should I sit back, vapidly Imperiously the darkness of light pink is tinged melancholy Am I to be sorry that I inversely cause anarchy? 🍓🐇🍓 Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? It’s fucking cold 🍓🐇🍓 Handbooks of poison and roses hide themselves of my bookcases Diaries and cute grimoires holding in all of my gore-y secrets When the time comes most everyone might have a lot to say about the doll I am 🍓🐇🍓 This is a private event, apocolypse for the rotten girls only Helplessness and stupidity are the things that fucking complete me Being with me is the equivalent to injecting yourself with cancer 🍓🐇🍓 Dreadful, can’t you see? Why the hell should I sit back, vapidly Imperiously the darkness of light pink is tinged melancholy Am I to be sorry that I inversely cause anarchy? 🍓🐇🍓 Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? It’s fucking cold 🍓🐇🍓 I know I collapsed when I saw the body The trash that came oozing just surrounded me Always incomplete, the definition of unlovable Why am I still here? 🍓🐇🍓 Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? Lonely deaths dripping up from limbo Dante says Dahmer’s limbs are cold so, best to stir fry them as we grow old and lonely, where’s your family? It’s fucking cold 🍓🐇🍓
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Memento Mori 04:42
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♡⏰♡ They say to die is an art of the damned When it happens, you linger while you can Stay vile for the sake of violence They wept for the love of the weapons ♡⏰♡ Pin-up, angel glock, just a rotting brat Chin up, baneful clock, give those eyes a bat Times up, baby talk, lips you like ‘em matte You’re fucked up as am I and that why we’re brats ♡⏰♡ Kill your timid notion Decay like maggots in my corpse Apricity just isn’t enough Drink up mermaid tears to move forwards My dolls made a guillotine To murder the one’s who’ve wronged me Your underserved blithe sickens my heart So remember memento mori ♡⏰♡ All the sweet things seem to lurk in the shadows The perfumes of fires lack a home The gas masks sell out like designer They say rest in peace, but party in hell ♡⏰♡ Pin-up, angel glock, just a rotting brat Chin up, baneful clock, give those eyes a bat Times up, baby talk, lips you like ‘em matte You’re fucked up as am I and that why we’re brats ♡⏰♡ Kill your timid notion Decay like maggots in my corpse Apricity just isn’t enough Drink up mermaid tears to move forwards My dolls made a guillotine To murder the one’s who’ve wronged me Your underserved blithe sickens my heart So remember memento mori ♡⏰♡ You can’t fuck with us You don’t have the guts You don’t have the zest to be a fatality You can’t fuck with us You won’t burn the bus You don’t take the risk to flip the finger, let them see Kill your notions ♡⏰♡ Kill your timid notion Decay like maggots in my corpse Apricity just isn’t enough Drink up mermaid tears to move forwards My dolls made a guillotine To murder the one’s who’ve wronged me Your underserved blithe sickens my heart So remember memento mori ♡⏰♡
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Honey Venom 03:05
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💉🍯💉 Heaven beside and Hell within Holy places are dreams of the sin Infatuation of a disease Desperate and primal boundaries 💉🍯💉 Hardcore, a thirst for revenge I keep joy locked in a syringe My blade is dearly beloved The beauty just hides the blood 💉🍯💉 My teddies vomit cherry guts Nightmares, my candy, I’m quite numb The dark feels glorious, fuck the sun Absurdity, let me have my fun 💉🍯💉 My honey venom Fuels cherry weapons Leeches on a thumb Starved for attention 💉🍯💉 19 years in the grave Won’t leave, cause I’m too afraid Still keep decay as a friend Success, I can’t comprehend 💉🍯💉 She bites God on the wrist Forgets goodness is present Can’t see what is coming The rotten world is finally leaving 💉🍯💉 My teddies vomit cherry guts Nightmares, my candy, I’m quite numb The dark feels glorious, fuck the sun Absurdity, let me have my fun 💉🍯💉 My honey venom Fuels cherry weapons Leeches on a thumb Starved for attention 💉🍯💉 I’m sorry I didn’t think that I could have it I’m spinning into a realm that I do not get Can’t breathe it’s too hard to try to touch the surface I need to see a reality 💉🍯💉 My honey venom (is too much to bear) Fuels cherry weapons (should I even care) Leeches on a thumb (comfort is the pain) Starved for attention (will it be the same) 💉🍯💉
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Matilda 03:39
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🔪💌🔪 I want to pull out my rotting guts Blood spattered brides just haven’t had enough Dedicate this feast of wolves and beasts To the body that grew flowers and trees Her family and friends devour a baby I don’t think they see, I don’t think they know Deep inside we’re all fucking cannibals 🔪💌🔪 We tear at the body We pick at the soul We devour the confidence And swallow the heart, full It isn’t always literal Please, Don’t be hypocritical  We’re all evil in here 🔪💌🔪 Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda It’s all in the name of revenge for Ophelia Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda  Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda 🔪💌🔪 I want to exsanguinate the dolls  They take their bows for their final curtain call And guillotines are just too fucking small Of a way to die, I’d rather methanol  It’s raining whipped cream at the carnival  Let it pour, I’m here to have a ball  My girl says I taste like decadence and pearls 🔪💌🔪 We tear at the body We pick at the soul We devour the confidence And swallow the heart, full It isn’t always literal Please, Don’t be hypocritical  We’re all evil in here 🔪💌🔪 Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda It’s all in the name of revenge for Ophelia Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda  Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda 🔪💌🔪 Oh these words, how they can strangle a soul Make me perish and ache, behold The light of dark has found a new home The mirror says I’m cute but fucking twisted Because I think your blood’s the sweetest But your flesh is what’s making me sick “Aw, you’re so adorable! I’ll blow your fucking brains out!” 🔪💌🔪 Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda It’s all in the name of revenge for Ophelia Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda  Load up your gun, Matilda Throw all the Knives, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda Kill, Matilda 🔪💌🔪

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🖤 Mellifluous Rage, Act 2 🖤
🍒 💣🎈“The Palace of Tears” 🎈💣🍒

She couldn’t birth a babe, but she could birth a corpse. One that smelled like her, breathed like her, and whose skin was as silky as her own. One who’s heart had burns that not even goat’s milk could soothe. She could birth her own pain and destruction, as she’d done it many times before in this glass casket she’d known as a home.
It wounds a doll to stay in pain for the sake of those around her. It murders her. She’s been taught that pain can equate to growth, but in what correct state of mind is that truthful? Why should it hurt for something that is good for you? Now things are truly out of order...Maddening, isn’t it?
The trouble may be in the head and they may say a hole in the head gives the trouble more space but the trouble doesn’t go away. No, little ones, the trouble bleeds. It oozes out in puddles of gore, mushy remains of what could have been fixed. However, when the time comes the hearts will be shrouded in denial, the minds will be tormented by the fear of what on earth will happen when the trouble refuses to contain itself.
She’ll cry out in anticipation until the tears themselves will build walls, flooring, bedding, and crowns. Until the tears plummet into the summer and freeze over by virtue of their own accord into a palace fit for a princess will things change. So hold your breath, small ones, it won’t be long until you lose your footing and see what true royalty can be.

♡ 5.2.2019 ♡

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released August 16, 2019

Written and composed with love by Safia Elaina in her bedroom.

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Safia Elaina Detroit, Michigan

A small 23 year old singer-songwriter producer daydreaming up stories in the form of songs with a fascination for the marriage of the horrific and the girlish wonder.

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